vonkoh
18th february 1986
vonkoh@hotmail.com
singaporean
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pradas.
coachs.
taroting.
jade bangle.
jade chinese seal.
wii plus ddr mats.
pretty were the distortions.
importance were the
weals and woes.
fuck the nutcases.
the key to euphorias.
now, the many who are no
longer playing by the rules.
i never promise you a
happy ending,
you never said you wouldnt
make me cry.
keep me in your heart for
a while more.
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the first one to tie the knot is esther among our clique!
the girls seem more excited than the bride-to-be please.
hahs. is this what we call huang shang bu ji tai jian ji?
we have all got our dinner dresses ready la. abbey and kelly
even had their day dress planned as well. i prolly gonna take
some time to find the other one. oh by the way,wedding will
prolly take place this december!
okay,i understand that 23 is not like very very young. but
still,its just a little too soon? i wonder hows esthers feeling
exactly? right now?
to me,marriage is scary. its seriously what they say,love tomb
la. i cant imagine myself facing my husband for the next sixty
years of my life. give birth and start (more of worry) taking
care of kids. sacrificing freedom and privacy?
even though its rather sweet to have someone by your side,
but for life?
im perhaps not a very helpful friend with whatever ive said
above,but still esther,
"Congratulations! You have found your happiness and wish you
a very blissful marriage. Start getting yourself ready while the
big day on its way and enjoy the felicity. No postponing please.
Loves! ((: "
p.s. we will plan a bachelorette party for you! a real pampering
one. spa treatment or male stripper? hahs. ((:
and im quite sure im one of them, are you? (:
theres one thing that i never quite understand.
when we dont have something, we yearn for it almost day and
night. but when we finally get it, pooff! the interest is going-gone.
if we are talking about a living thing, is it prolly some challenge?
i miss this particular friend, i know its pretty nuts to feel this
way. who knows what happened before to have caused that
'little'damage. okay,lets assume that i know but i dont know if that
is so. but then again,who knows what 'chaos' might start if mingling
starts.
do people really grow with time,or just change with time?
both cant go hand in hand,its only one at a time,isnt that so?
plain happiness aint that easy to achieve.
yes,i do yearn for that kind of happiness.
but not those kind happily-living-in-denial;
i would rather be snapped.
perhaps just live in the moment would help.
because being blindly happy bring up ones mood.
at least that works for me,now?
however,von is confusingly happy.
it aint a good sign because i cant confirm if im
truly that happy,it come along with a tinge of pain.
i hate to miss you. (:
thank you all for the greetings and lovings. birthday was spent
rather simple,still,i enjoy it like that. rather than in the past,
party and drink all. thanks for the gifts as well,but i must say
i still love birthday cards. being traditional is good too. (:
in actual fact,im the kind who enjoy keeping things to myself.
and prolly share a full chapter to maybe one person because i
dont see the need to let the whole world know,at times. unless,
im willing to share. i know im weird la huh. (this is really an
exception already.)
and since that chicken feels that i shouldnt be misunderstood,
(which i dont think i am or have to) the way she phrased it,i
should socalled clarify. aiya,whatever loh. wonder if that chicken
even understand where am i coming from.
sent out quite a number of resumes for the position of recruitment
consultants,got in to one though but at chinatown la! and i sort of
got 'harassed' by one stupid uncle right after i finish my interview
and i feel so not safe there. (i seriously have got phobia towards that
for some reason,if anybody still remember the bloody hardick guy.)
but anyway,i hope im still holding on to some strong belief that things
are still bright. though at times i feel im losing my 'way' too soon. and
also i didnt have much experience for interviews. there was this job
that have three interviews to get through. and i think i screwed my
second interview,i felt like a total idiot after that.
er,another thing which i hardly touched on ever since my last ***** **.
(okay,i know im supposed to make it 'transparent',still,pardon my bad
habit. if anybody can make up those asterisks.) yes,im prolly experiencing
some same old shite.
and many other thoughts that i havent been able to keep in control.
aiya,in short,von is feeling kinda screwed inside and wish to coop herself
at some corner for some time.
baby,thanks for being just another one.
turn left and head towards the exit.
lastly,sorry dearests. i seriously appreciate the thought about tomorrow
and sorry that im being such an indifferent bitch. you guys are really sweet.
as time start slipping away,im beginning to feel that im living for nothing.
and ginny have rather impressed me. shes like so gung ho such a press
on bitch. the following was the conversation with my eldest sister.
me: "wah jie. i think the both of us darn useless leh. the other day i just
found ginnys singing competition video."
eileen: "so?"
me: "dont you think your life very 'insipid'?"
eileen: "no leh. i everyday very busy."
me: "na bei. you spent almost more than a decade with this liquidating
company. how exciting huh! ginny more happening sia. every job also try
before. cabin crew,singing at pub and dragonfly,sales,everything!"
eileen: "ya loh. shes crazy."
is this what we call fighting a losing battle against time where time is
taking you further away?
okay,too exaggerating,not like im dying. still,aiya. life is not as exciting
as before and i have no more energy to make it as happening as i used
to have already. )):
and kikki is going for her hernia operation soon,on the 17th february. it
would be a day surgery. i dont know if you guys understand my worries.
but im feeling even worse thinking about it. its fucking hell four days
away.
oh darn,its black friday.
all right,i simply dont know how am i supposed to blog
this entry when i just feel like bitching and fucking the
whole world up; which i think i shouldnt.
and i, extremely and strongly believe that mistake made
once was never enough for one to learn. never ever. for
me at least and its always like that. darn.
have yet to collect my laptop from sony service centre.
have yet to renew my PDL.
AND,ive lost my phones memory card unknowingly and
only to realised it today! my photos were inside as well.
i cant believe i lose it because its in the phone itself with
the cover to protect it. i dont remember dropping it and
i still have it on monday when i got home in the morning.
mood pmsing like a bitch and riding on a fucking rollercoaster.
one moment im feeling upset next feeling glad. after which i
feel confused then lost. next im happy happy again. aiyo,i
need to see a shrink.
headshrinker where are you?
before was; live it to the fullest.
and now,i seriously wish theres a take 2.
too bad,no chance for that.
anyhoo,no pictures though i have lots to share
because this darn computer that im using get
HANGED pretty often. the previous two laptops
aint working very well either. sony laptop is still
braindead,it will cost about 1k or so just to get it
repaired! 2.8k when i first bought it,now what?
sony,darn!
been toying with stupid choochootrain of thoughts.
possible to let go and just let life grasp it?
cant wait for some new start and leave the rest
million steps behind.
seek your attention elsewhere but not hovering
around,here and here?
still believe in being kind doesnt pay.
dont mind burning bridges.
okay,its crazy.
so,would you take a shortcut to your so-called
'happiness'?
trade your soul with the devil? kill and destroy?
whatevers.
oh yea,welcome to life.