vonkoh
18th february 1986
vonkoh@hotmail.com
singaporean
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coachs.
taroting.
jade bangle.
jade chinese seal.
wii plus ddr mats.
pretty were the distortions.
importance were the
weals and woes.
fuck the nutcases.
the key to euphorias.
now, the many who are no
longer playing by the rules.
i never promise you a
happy ending,
you never said you wouldnt
make me cry.
keep me in your heart for
a while more.
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maybe as i grow older,i have learnt of many
ways to make sure i dont get hurt anymore.
emotionally,and definitely,physically.
i feel screwed at times to be the way i am. yet again,
many times im almost left with no choice either,i think?
sometimes i wonder how did problems arise?
i know im very stubborn.
teach me leveraging.
because i hate this world.
very bad mental block now.
i need a break but no time. ):
seriously not thinking straight now.
and thinking too much.
not organised at all,incoherency.
todo basket just so tough to empty.
needa get it all right.
1/2daddy not around for my fix.
eightEIGHTeight more days for bugsfix.
tahantahan,no outburst.
hur,i wanna run.
because its some f-ing mistake.
a little too not over you.
boston.
cry.
dont wanna try no more.
every breath you take.
fill me in.
gallery.
hate me.
i promise.
jnil.
knil.
listen.
mad.
nobody knows it but me.
one more moment.
pretty boy.
quizzical.
rainbow connection.
stand by me.
tempted to touch.
unfaithful.
vnil.
what hurts the most.
xnil.
you and me.
znil.
though time always have the tendency to slip away,
some things just doesnt fade.
assumptions are bad,ASK.
one of the commons,whats life really all about.
i know its a mortifying topic over and over again. still,the
quest for an answer is unattainable.
these few weeks days were spent hectically and i hardly even
have time to even do a little reflection on what i did throughout
my days,think about the people i just met or even have the
energy to go the extra mile. definitely no time for dickering
as well.
just last night when i feel that my whole life was just like one
big emergency again and getting touchy about it,i just tell myself
that i really gotta stop sweating over the small stuff.
but then again,these days i will only start emoing over one thing;
my baby kikkis health. this morning brought her to the vet and
apart from her initial:
1) left posteriorly luxated lens
2) hernia (her blood cell counts better and operation appointment
next wednesday)
and today?
3) heart problem. (which means her heart is working harder than
before.) other than the daily eye drops every day,for the next seven
days she will have to take pills for her lungs,heart and breathing.
human suffering with major illness and catastrophe. even helpless
animals have to suffer like that.
god,i know life was never fair. but should it go to such an extend?
anyone like this song as well?
fuck you by lily allen.
look inside, look inside your tiny mind
then look a bit harder
cause were so uninspired
so sick and tired of all
the hatred you harbour
so you say
its not okay to be gay
well i think
youre just evil
youre just some racist
who cant tie my laces
your point of view is made devil
fuck you,fuck very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please dont stay in touch
do you get,do you get
a little kick out of being small minded
you want to be like your father
his approval youre after
well thats not how youll find it
do you,do you really enjoy living a life
thats so hateful cause theres a hole
where your soul should be
youre losing control of it
and its really distasteful
fuck you,fuck you very very much
cause your words dont translate
and its getting quite late
so please dont stay in touch
i enjoy when people start pushing me to corners,thats
when i know guilt doesnt even have to exist.
dont have good stress managment,at all.
my mind is filled with tons of to-dos.
shits dont just happen,because it just keep
happening! ):
everything UPUPUP my neck.
thoughts and plans,extremely organised,NOT.
aiyo,its whirling.
am feeling real pissed inside.
am feeling unsettled.
am feeling darn stress.
am feeling awfully uneasy.
am feeling heavy loads.
von just wanna swallow them down WHOLLY.
hate it whenever i just have to tell someone to
fuck off. god,make them disappear or just bring
them to mecury.
who cares about humanity?
no one taught her that.
i dont care 'what' am i in anys eyes. but then again,
judge me if youre perfect.
the earth is round. YOU watch it coming! fuckers.
be freezed for five full minutes... flipping cool eh. stillness in busy crowd. i like.