vonkoh
18th february 1986
vonkoh@hotmail.com
singaporean
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great. ive been awake since 0230 because i slept the whole of my sunday
to replenish the energy lost from friday night to sunday morning.
was preparing for the exam yet it was so tough lor. prolly because im just
not concentrating. )):
anyway,just some overdue party pictures thats not shown on facebook,for
some reason. so dont ask nor comment about it. just for the eyes. ((:
this waiter darn entertaining la.
meet another michelle ang. i just realised im having more friends
with the name michelle! ((:
downloaded the photos from facebook. not sure why the sizing
so weird after uploading to blogger. changed the sizing manually
already.
okay,i seriously dont know whats up with that two. anyway,it was
pretty fun that night! ((:
PERFECT! 0700 NOW! time to prepare for work. )):
oh no,its going to be a really long day.
great,i still have more than 6 chapters to go? some of which i did before
in poly,so aint so much of a problem. but the tricky ones are the ones
that are tough to digest them. brain suffering from constipation as well.
i wanna look for new job already. getting really sick of doing the things
im doing. stayed on because i didnt wanna be a quitter. usually i can
stay in a job a long time,but seems like its not working for me anymore.
anybody with good job recommendation? im lost. )):
see,im supposed to be studying yet im blogging? its only 0010! YET,i
felt as though it was 2am already.
having this stupid graduation thingy tomorrow afternoon. if not for this
course,guess i dont have to take the exam. i always ask for it! darn! ):
been really addicted to this song. why dont they play it in the club? i prolly
would have enjoyed myself even more.
i never needed.
its just weird when you are no longer able to feel as though you are yourself.
im one of them,no willpower nor determination to take another step. just tired.
OH MAN.
ive been telling myself that i gotta stop partying and playing YET,
ive been doing things that i shouldnt be doing!
8th november is the exam and,im only left with 5 days to be exact!
because that god darn exam starts at 0930.
and the thing is,ive been stuck with the same chapter for two weeks
and flipped only a couple of pages.
guess for these few days,other than tonights movie,im going out and
find some quiet corner to immerse myself fully with my notes! cant
afford to fail,for the first time i paid exam fees myself. (i know i know,
useless.)
not much updates. im seriously getting very fair because i have missed
my swimming sessions for dont know the 2nd or 3rd time already. ))):
diedie must go for long johns breakfast later! even though ive been sick
since last tuesday. what a weak child. darn!
FUCKED UP! ):
last weekends parties were ultimate madness please. so darn tired
that i seriously cant think at all. until i stayed home for the whole
of monday,to recuperate! ):
friday night at phuture and now,phuture really sucks. i swear. and
im so not going back to phuture to party anymore but zoukout is
not to be missed! (((: ive been waiting for it hunnies!
meet stephanie. she and michelle are just one kind man! cant stay home. ((:
matthew and ono look so fucking gay la.
and after that stupid ono brought us to ktv pub. bloody hell. that night
was just crazy because i only got home at 8am?!
satuday night went butterfactory and am loving the place already.
angie, jennie and michelle. doesnt mich look cute here? i like the way
she look la. ((:
butter please no seven please?! ):
in fact,even before we really start to party,i went smoking a few
times because i was seriously falling asleep. nevertheless,it was fun. (:
and this photo got matthew into trouble. because this young boys mum
is also in his facebook and the mother 'f-ed' him up for disgracing the
family name! hahs.
all right,thats about it. im so not going to meet them up till its halloween!
((: nights!
okay,shall make it a fast post though ive wasted quite a bit of time just
by uploading all these photos from phone to photobucket and next to
blogger. its high time that blogger upgrade their blogging platform,the
photo adding to blog function still aint very friendly! )):
anyway,ginny just got back from hong kong and she bought lots of stuff
back! i wanna go hong kong with her la. she knows where to get the great
stuff. and that bitch says i have some of the things she bought hence never
buy for me.
took different angles of the pens. i kep the gold and blue one. ginny bought
somebody call 911...((:
is it an addiction or just an obsession to keep wanting
to buy and wear new clothes like almost all the time?
think its quite a bad habit because i always feel as
though im running out of clothes or that,"darn,nothing
to wear." )):
that should be normal since im not so extreme? ((:
randoms;
was listening to love lockdown and this song reminds me
of jina. love cockdown? (x
hate to log in to my companys website la. every two
months gotta change new password nevermind,now,
they have introduced the 2FA security. so every time i log in,
gotta wait for an sms from them to send another password.
so looking forward to tomorrow because i havent met up
with juliet for dont know how many donkey days.
life have too many transitions for us to look forward to. darn.
is being alone i guess.
but there are times i just want some time of my own;
which i hardly have any. ): thats why im loving my room
so much,despite the fact that its messy like hell.
wanted to go tanning tomorrow morning and thought of
going with ... , but i instantly changed my mind for some
reason la. too bad im not the 'do-things-just-myself' kind
of person. or i might just go tanning MYSELF!
spend the whole of last night doing 50 questions on time
value of money. bloody hell. so easy la,hate it at the same
time. what was i doing during poly days?!
they say if you have once held something in your hand,
learn to let go before something new come along. what am
i holding .....?
the weekends for the whole of this month are totally burnt. and i
havent been swimming because of all the parties. ):
time to get healthy activities back and not party so much. ((:
needa study too especially when my math sucks.
its a little bit of bits because all my photos are incomplete and im
really lazy to to upload everything la. most of the photos are updated
on facebook because they are mostly from others' camera and ive
yet to download them to my comp. so here it goes;
this photo is the start of the partying moments when i wanted to stop
the most. my apologies that all the faces look kinda distorted.
afterwhich followed by the days at SE7EN (sound so bengish right?
if you have seen their logo,you can be sure about that.) strongly
recommended by michelle.
wasting some time at brekos with the rest while hoping to see
more crowd at SE7EN.
camwhored most of the time i guess.
and then,its formula 1,the sound of it was thrilling enough that i so
feel like driving it! but going for all three days was darn tiring la.
day one i had eva around too.
meet eva. shes doesnt want to take photo alone and thats why she
ended up with such awkward posture.
oh,did i not mention that shes my colleague? (: by the way,i had class
at alexandra and then went back to tampines to meet her then back
to city hall again. that day was absolute rush la.
i saw many of my friends with this taken as their profile picture! ((:
and right after formula 1,went down to rebel.
its mich's birthday!
aint she blessed to have all her good friends around? ((:
and i always happen to meet joanne at different clubs. (:
sighs! after blogging and i looked around my room. DARN.
i would love to ignore the fact that it looked like that.
oh well,since last weekend till today,ive been busy selling
the formula 1 tickets. and ive just settled the last three
padang grandstand tickets!
its very tiring with all the sms-ing and calls.
time to get serious with what i need to do. my work is
building up on the other side already and guess my boss
gonna come after me very soon since its coming to the
end of the third week.
tp date postponed because uncle forgot to renew his own
instructor license and i havent go into circuit! its good on
the other hand that ive got ample time for more practices.
im quite a scary cat when it comes to driving. darn. but i
curse and swear almost,non stop. ((:
gotta make up for lost time tomorrow.
goodnights!
oh well. guess i just have to attend friday's tutorial!
cant even skip it,darn. just asked them and they say there will be
no replacement classes!
Day 1: 25th Sept 2009, 0900 - 1800
Day 2: 02nd Oct 2009, 0900 - 1800
Day 3: 16th Oct 2009, 1330 - 1800
even though tutorials just for 3 days. but,ive yet to start practising
on my time value of money and the darn calculators have been giving
me problems. or rather,im not well-versed with it! and,i dont think i
remember where i kept the manual whereby they teach us how to
use the functions.
everybody knows i hate math. and now,im back again not only with
time value of money, business statistics, economics, though they are
chapters! but,i seriously dread...
might not be going for 25th Sept's F1 then. my brain would be too
clogged. ):
got rid of all the bay grandstand tickets all at a profit! but now LAST UPDATED ON 24th September 2009:
helping this dummy (who bought padang tickets at SGD498)
and now hes selling each at SGD350. all the tickets are running
numbers unlike those SGD200 but seated far apart.
ALL BAY, PIT AND PADANG TICKETS SOLD OUT!
1 bay grandstand ticket, row 13 seat 33 (willing to let go at SGD220).
this guy is also making a loss for his bay grandstand.
1 pit grandstand ticket,(willing to let go at SGD500).
8 padang grandstand tickets, block A2, row 21 seats 12 - 19.
(willing to let go SGD350 each! pity the guy whos making a loss of
200 bucks already).
anyhoo,im going on friday and i was elated for the whole day.
just as i thought im gonna have my fun for this weekend. DARN.
im having my tutorial this friday from 8.30am to 6.30pm! and
mich's birthday at rebel in the night. they do have some exciting
events in the day and i planned to go earlier. )):
now,should i skip my tutorial? ((:
thought facebook might be a good platform to sell off the tickets.
managed to sell two though! darn pathetic. because my status attracted
non-constructive comments lor. ahems.
i have 11 sets of Bay Grandstand 3 days pass,usual price SGD298.
(four sets sold! left with six now.)
another 3 sets of Pit Grandstand 3 days pass,usual price SGD1,488.
if buy all my tickets,i will give you a good price for saving all
my trouble! ((: so,please email me at vonkoh@hotmail.com or tag
my board for quick sale! i sell by SET,not by each pass!
one of my colleagues' sister bought her this sony ericsson phone,
from hongkong i think. the moment i saw that,it reminds me of
michelle la. ((: hahs. i think that phone cost about 200 odd sing dollars.
oh darn,hello kitty?! eeks.
shall post more photos the next time. so many things to update but no
time! BECAUSE;
im into country story whenever im free. even if im in the car,im playing
it too! hahs. ((:
okay,i know this is a very random topic. recently got hooked to
this hong kong drama series, "Yi Qing Bien Lian" (cable channel 55).
its about this lady being an extra party twice. and tonight the way
it ended was she missing the first guy who ditched her because the
guy still loves his wife. and her second guy chooses his wife instead
of that lady because the wife's father,is able to give him a career
thats what he dream of. and then she thought to herself, "she wont
be defeated."
i think being a woman is tough. if we are the official one,we worry
about whether we might get betrayed. its either we feign ignorance
regardless of how much those truth hurts,or,be that female chauvinist.
if,we are the thirds and beyonds. chances are the guy might dote you
more while together. but when hes being forced to make a choice,the
official one will (or rather almost) never lose. (most of the time,unless
we are talking about women who are the off-the-list-after-marriage.)
all because that opportunity cost for leaving the first one is far too high?
married ones i can understand,alimony and even divorce papers cost
dont know how many times more than when they signed that 'i do' piece
of paper.
the society today have an all totalled different mentality!
great,im blogging another entry when im supposed to sleep.
im awake for at least 19 hours already lor!
anyway,did this love test on facebook.
Dear Yvonne Koh, below are your love test result:
1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the short road. You fall in love quickly and easily.
(this question was asking if i were to go to my lover's place,
would like take direct short route to his place or a longer route
with many interesting sightings.)
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in
a relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return. You give 5% and expect 95% in return.
(so you see lots of red and white roses,gonna take 20 roses to
my lover. so i chose one red and the rest white. didnt know that
would mean im such a taker.)
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems. You like to get the person yourself.
You are a more direct person and like to work out problems
immediately.
(this one la-gy worse. reached his place,get family member
to get him or you look for him yourself?)
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like
seeing your boy/ girlfriend. You place the roses on the bed.
You like to see him/her a lot.
(put by the bed or windowsill?)
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.
good. after doing such a bo-liao thing,im finally tired though im left with two
hours to nap? (:
i know this is really random.
gotta wake up at 0600 in another three hours time.
BUT,
im thinking how should we / i celebrate this year end already. ):
already have some idea in my head. just gotta know whos in
because im not left with many many friends. hahs. ((:
just recalled this witless riddle.
"what goes up and never come down?" age lor.
so as age catches up,theres seriously nothing much left to do.
okay la,thinking too much. prolly because im not doing anything
constructive.
NIGHTS! (:
just mine perhaps.
like whats wrong now? )):
i prolly have used up all my luck during schooldays.
to get myself out of trouble every now and then. and continue
to break the rules and finally graduate with a goddarn diploma.
I NEED MY LUCK BACK!
really badly.
WHY?
BECAUSE I GODDARNED BEEN SICK SINCE LAST THURSDAY!
it was so horrid that i thought my bed was a coffin please.
the fever was on and off, the flu have caused the skin around my nose
to be kind of raw already.
steven suggested something but i have yet to try. just yet.
by the way, i have consumed TEN panadol extras since i came back
from office last thursday. if i still dont recover tomorrow, might just take
his suggestion, BEER with SALT. ahems.
im feeling much better already (after forcing myself to perspire as much
as possible and take a bathe in the wee morning) but seems like the brain
is still not able to function as per normal.
maybe because im hungry and tired. ):
havent been doing random stuff.
havent been having a good party.
think i dont have much friends left already.
not much of drinking buddies either.
mahjonged not enough.
I NEED A NEW LIFE i think. saddening.
before i forget,to those who text or called and i didnt respond.
yea,ive been too sick to reply la. tomorrow morning will hear
from me. ((:
its strange how life works.
if theres this energy surrounding us that makes the world
goes on moving. this energy have seriously been making
us a fool.
god,its not getting better.
the time i start moving on and running away,it keep coming
back. i wanna be as determined as that time,where i know
time doesnt wait for me.
was feeling really pissed with x-colleague for some reason.
i was so annoyed that i have decided to get him out of the
whole picture.
and now,prolly conscience is getting a better of me now. i
feel kind of guilty. on a second thought,if it were to happen
again,i know i would have done the same thing,again.
anyway,i dont know if im just being selfish or am i just
petty. have been taking issues really personal and it havent
been a pleasant experience staying in office,stay on desk
to do my work. though office is the best place,to work.
but if i continue to give in like before,things will never change.
i know this is not very right,but practical living is always;
eat,or be eaten.
oh great,guess ive been so lost in time and work.
other than that,set myself against another asshole.
prolly had enough and ive run out of patience,like
so totally.
anyway,will need some time to sort all things out
again for new adventures. another 3 months to go.
had this recording test yesterday and i will
need to complete another round before i know
i pass or not.
so tiring. )):
some people are just so weird. and i wonder what
have been growing on their mind.
goodbye to vaio and hello cherry red. nevertheless,i still miss my sony viao. though it died on me
vaio went dead this morning while i was attempting to
startup the computer and get ready for my work.
STARTUP light was on for 5 mins...10 mins...
after half an hour,screen was still blank and nothing.
no respond at all! )):
meet the new baby.
now with additional warranty!
11.6" LCD. 1.44kg.
so soon,its still the best lor! )):
i feel so deprived of clothes!
))):
really lazy these days.
no motivation to work.
skin peeling and feeling really dry.
boo!
i know everybody are rahrah over professional cameras.
but,im back to traditional.
not digicamara,neither is it mobile cam.
its a waterproof camara,
and i like it in white!
35mm Camera
Waterproof to 9ft (3M)
Focus Free
so now,i will be using those kodak film for colour prints.
okay,i know its like out in the market for so long. but i decided
to try out something so oldskool again. ((:
anyhoo,the title doesnt link.
have god not bestowed any brain or have it somehow
or rather became peabrained?
its either you hear it coming from me,or at least
open that cbmouth to ask. if not,FO.
my course is like twice a week and 8.30am at alexandra.
i tried leaving the house at 7am and still,im really
late. my best time is still 8.35! the thought of it? ):
wanted to clear my room since 1700,BUTS... ...
guess i shall find another day to do it.
maybe,i should consider blocking big boss in facebook!!!
the news feed function doesnt seem useful here.
during friday company awards dinner;
tgc: "why are you feeling lazy today?"
me: *kept silence.
))):
i have to keep my blog because facebooks friends connection
is like all over and also to spare my friends news feed to pop
up crude languages especially if i were to be pissed,like so
very often.
wanted to put;
Yvonne Koh's mother is so FCB!
but no,i cant la.
darn,now i regret registering for the course.
gotta reach alexandra office at 8.30am for at least
twice per week! and cannot be late?!
HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE!
and,
my arms are aching and im slightly tanner. ):
went swimming with teresa today and at least its a good start for us.
other than those dont know how many kms walks that will cause
my thighs to ache very much the next day. swimming is one form
of exercise that allows me to nua at the same time!
fuck,should have just stay FOCUSED. ):
am tired already,nights!
darn,its really hard to quit blogging,because this is just
another releaseavenue i have apart from some other
human beings thats loitering around me.
individualist or collectivist,take your pick hunny.
guess i should find some time to blog about recent events
and outings with friends,pictures are there but not used.
i dont know how many have seen this video of hers. but,its seriously
all about the hypocrisy of people.
1. suhana have left for aussie so we are short of one girl in this clique.
2. eugene have left for aussie so ive lost one friend whos staying in
the east.
3. am looking forward to december.
4. am looking forward to ginnys wedding.
5. shouldnt have missed it.
6. wanna send a bucket as a gift! *ahems.
7. an agent doesnt mean i have to movie and dinner with assholes
all the time. a good agent doesnt entertain all the time,bastards.
8. enough of parties because course starting next week and things
are gonna be really packed.
9. be healthy. hahs. (:
10. seems really hard to empathise with my luggage of people from
past.
11. its JULY ALREADY! ):
12. i need gingko pills.
lastly,i hate to say this but mummy is an asshole!
nights!
okay,i know its kinda evil to even blog about it. and im
not even sure if any of my colleagues even bother to read
this madwomans blog.
anyway,a couple of weeks ago that shortfatass have been
doing his silent stunts and jiahui just doesnt understand
my frustrations. i will not do anything unless someone pisses
me off,thats obvious. but i cant be too oblivious because i
still gotta spare a thought for some idiots pride and ego.
my facebook status was "my god will handle each of you,
shortfatasses." (i didnt mean it as a curse or whatsoever.)
i had that on facebook just to make a silent-make-known.
then who knows,just two days ago i heard that one of them
have gotten into an accident and now being hospitalised. okay,
at first i was like,"huh,is he okay?", "was it very bad?" that kind.
it wasnt fake lor.
and just yesterday,when i was on my facebook and saw the status.
i told jiahui (guilty to be in some gloating tone),"now do you even
believe in retributions?"
BECAUSE;
I DO.
ginny and i were at the clinic this evening because she
feels that shes falling ill soon. by the way,that woman just
came back from hongkong with steven.
all of us are on the front line,cant afford to fall ill that kind.
so all these while ive been contemplating if i should just take
the jab. (okay la,i may be notorious,but come on,quarantine?
no way!)
me: "should i just take the jab ah? but i scare pain leh."
gin: "do you know its just a normal flu jab. not against H1N1,
but it will boost your immune system lor. *SNIFFS."
me: "darn,then whats the point of taking the jab. you have
just proved it wrong lor!"
got home and steven came back not long after.
steven: "eh,i think im falling sick."
gin: "me too. i just went to the doctor."
ive been flooding myself with all the liang tehs,barleys and
chrysanthemum teas lor.
im healthy im healthy im healthy. (:
i dont know why,but im kinda looking forward to saturday! ((:
S T R E S S E D!
)):
sometimes.
many a times i tried to move on without stressing myself
out with something called the 'past'. anyway,whatever you
do in the past,will never leave you. i tried to live with it,
really,but its haunting me real bad. either that,or im not
taking it easily.
i hate it back then.
i hate it right now.
i wanna go to a faraway place,to start it all over again.
i was that 'hey,we all live once,live it worthily!'
howevers.
a part of me thats bearing some hatred,thats leading
me to no where. everything im doing is consistently
going wrong.
im not quite sure how to let it go,because its haunting
me almost everywhere i go.
if i hadnt met you ever,i prolly wouldnt be leading the
kind of life im having now. i shouldnt be the way i am.
hope this month be a good month. because im happy with
some numbers shown,as for now since its only the second
week.
work is horrendously busy that im beginning to feel lethargic.
the fire is going gone,i need to feel the frustrations again to
get me running.
tp on childrens day,no time to learn driving these days.
apart from chionging for production and running around like
a mad woman,my course will start very soon in july.
sales targets,driving test prep and course cum exam. ):
ive got really bad time management and needa learn to strike
a balance somewhere. getting no life! )):