vonkoh
18th february 1986
vonkoh@hotmail.com
singaporean
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coachs.
taroting.
jade bangle.
jade chinese seal.
wii plus ddr mats.
pretty were the distortions.
importance were the
weals and woes.
fuck the nutcases.
the key to euphorias.
now, the many who are no
longer playing by the rules.
i never promise you a
happy ending,
you never said you wouldnt
make me cry.
keep me in your heart for
a while more.
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did morning shift today at
vivocity;i was like walking
aimlessly around that building
hoping to get to tangs because
i absolutely have no idea where
the hell tangs is located there.
vivocity seems like a nice place;
and the tangs at vivo is definitely
better than ck tangs.
but too bad its just too far from
my place.
sherlyn was such a nice soul to
wake up early just to show me the
way to the entrance and where things
are located at the counter and
all.
nice having people around who
comes from the same batch of
training.
met a nasty customer which i
really cant handle;troubled
cheryl and felt so bad because
its like a holiday for people
in office.
and that woman is darn
unreasonable.
first she came to me wanting
to change her mascara.
me:"have you used this before?"
(this question doesnt harm because
its so obvious that the box have
been opened before;it was just
to confirm that its still intact.)
c:"what kind of question is that?
obviously i have not used it
before;if not why would i be
here to change it."
first reason for wanting to change
because,she says;she doesnt use
mascara,then why the hell did she
buy it in the first place.
i rejected because no exchange
for items not spoilt.
second reason;because the mascara
'SMELLS FUNNY'!
so who on earth has their nose
born on top of their lashes and
which brand of mascara are fragranced.
next i say only items that caused
allergy can be exchanged.
and guess what?
now she tells me the mascara causes
her allergy and demand for the
exchange to be done immediately.
now who the hell gets allergy on
their lashes??
bloody cheapskate still ask me for
samples;and the pissed me refuse
to give;and just say i dont have any
more stocks for samples though i
have tons of them to give.
and there she goes mumbling to
herself about how stingy we are.
anyway;after i finished serving
one customer,i see this girl posing
against my counter.
she gave me that dont-tell-me-you-
dont-know-me kind of look.
and why wouldnt i recognise her;
thankfully i didnt forget her
name,named fiona.
small building and small world.
its the second week of school and
i really dont have that momentum to
get on with school.
i wanna sleep a thousand years.
im so happy to see familiar
faces again in lectures;and
i have people with me in
tutorials again.
guess my holidays have made
me lazier than before;to sit
through the lectures is pretty
torturing,dont even feel like
doing tutorials.
spent half an hour printing
seven modules notes,but only
for one week;darn it.
what mobile elearning.
some videos here;
the first one here was taken
on 1st october.
was working at le viet crapping
with the rest of colleagues and
only one table to be served.
this japanese baby darn active
and violent;wanted to fight
with carmen,prolly because she
sees a monster.
and this is sean;hes coming
four years old;taken recently.
ginny bought him this duck whistle
and hes darn noisy and he call
me yvonne yi yi whens hes
supposed to call me jiejie.
im only twenty!
i was printing my notes and had
no time to entertain him;so i
merely gave him short answers
when hes talking to me.
then he say;
S:"im talking to you leh;why
arent you looking at me??"
there was this time he made
everybody busy on a sunday night
when everyone was about to turn
in;he havent finish his homework.
(gotta cut out A to Z from news-
papers.)
so then;their whole family had
trouble looking for the letter Q.
next my sister commented;
E:"sean,you very troublesome leh;
why cant you do your homework
earlier."
S:(pouts and crossed arm)"dont talk
to me okay,cant you see im also not
in a good mood. (roll his eyes)
last video i have from metacafe;
the kids inside are darn cute.
even though i dont like kids;but
peaceful ones are okay.
"ONE LAST TIME!"
oh well;thats all for now.
even uploading videos is a chore;
till i have the mood to upload
pictures.
school start this week,however
today i dont have lectures.
so my school start officially
tomorrow and i really dread
that.
my schedule doesnt allow me
to have late nights,its too
packed.
happy birthday shanie;
meet up really soon okay. (:
prolly see you on staciys
birthday.
have my bangkok trip planned
and right now,earn all the
money i can.
yiling called to complain about
work,and actually,our roster
are really screwed up,luckily
i can only work on weekends.
forgotten when was it;jina
commented that i was like a
poodle!
asshole,what poodle!
next ive come to realise,i was
hardly independent.
which idiotic kid only start to
learn to travel by bus when they
are 17-18 years old?
i do travel by bus but just that
im not familiar with which numbers
would lead me to that destination
i want to.
when im at home,i relied on my
family;when im outside with friends,
i relied on them.
and even in the relationship;i
was hardly independent as well.
am i just blessed,or am i just
too spoilt.
i dont want to be spoilt anymore.
learn life the hard way;so that
i wont be the way i was before.
to love,to cherish.
i never had the courage to say
things like what ive said to
you this afternoon;somehow i
understand where all my fears
came from.
today everything turned sour.
i dont hate you actually;you
choose the way to lead whichever
life you want to.
you may say that you dont blame
me;but me not giving you an
answer doesnt mean i dont feel
like it.
someone say why not just one
last chance.
but remember i asked before;
what makes you think we can
still walk down the journey
today?
you dont have an answer for
me either.
because the both of us have
an answer inside us.
you thought it was easier on
my side,but it wasnt for your
side.
strange how things can turn
out this way,till then.
all right,end of my holidays
and returning school tomorrow.
just two months of break and
i dont feel like going back to
school at all.
if only everyday is a weekend.
but no,im four months away
from graduation.
two weeks of nonstop work is
pretty tiring,but i dont seem
to be as hardworking as before
when i was still working at
secret recipe.
maybe because life was more
happening back then and right
now its a little stagnant.
hope i dont have to go back
to f&b line anymore.
leaving le viet and going to
have a stable job being a
promoter,its less tiring at
least.
three am in the morning and
im still awake.
meeting up with jina later to
go to oranges wake.
ive never felt the way i am before.
all these may sound like a
console to myself.
but somehow,breakup aint such a
bad thing after all.
we just missed the chance of being
with that person for the rest
our lives.
nothing beats the fact that person
is still alive and after she have
moved on,she will find a better
love and be all happy again.
what about the person who cant
beat death?
no,the person of the last para that
i talked about is still kicking and
who knows she is moving on fine;
which,i have no doubts about that.
anyway,be it you read it or not.
congratulations jody for your
promotion,another increment will be
all good for you.
whole afternoon was busy making
phone calls.
called up counters to look for annie
and even had to call up the LEV of
shu uemura to inform her of what had
happened to orange.
they all had the same reaction when
i first heard the news.
people who deserve death can still
fool around,and people of kind soul
like orange shouldnt have her life
this way.
mummy say its all karma;life and
death are all pre-destined.
this life package comes with karma,
the many years down,what are we to
expect or how can people 'live to the
fullest' when some people aint making
it easier on us?
the life package we have to accept it
unwillingly and carry on till a point
of time god say times up.
life is a waste of time,what are we
living for?
the to-be-deletes are deleted;and im
glad of what i did.
looking forward for graduation,but i
have a hunch i will be lost in the
society for a while before i know
what i want to do next.
going through some stuff and
realised ive tried to leave many
times;but when ive chose to leave,
i will forget all the tons of reasons
i have for wanting to leave.
for the last time i will ever mention
all these,because i know our paths
will never cross again.
you dont need me actually,its just
you and your life;thats why i dont
have to be there.
ours can never intertwin.
life is fucking fragile.
just received the news of
this friend who passed away
just this morning.
just last month i worked
with her;and didnt know that
will be the last time i will
meet the person.
received a missed call from
her a few days ago,and didnt
know that even a reply will
not be received.
people just go away like that.
life aint fair,its just fucking
not fair.
even before you get to do
anything you want to,your dreams
and future is taken away like that.
what about those who loves her
and whom she loves?
even though i dont really know
her,but my heart sank when i
heard this from chris.
life is really bullshite.
fucking kid!
ive never dislike anyone to
such extend and start cursing
nonstop.
people work for the money;
but she work can keep asking
people around to take over
her shift.
and thanks to her the other
girls cant have lunch and i
have to extend my shift when
i could have stay peacefully
at one counter instead of
moving to another counter and
go through all the troubles i
have to at tangs.
i seriously feel like giving
her tight slaps;not only for
this incident,but with many
other things.
i feel like slicing her up
so that such garbage wont
waste all the resources we
have on earth.
she not only irks me,she
simply disgust me.
sales was good for just four
hours for me and because of her
i had to switched counter and the
crowd there aint that responsive.
hope she get terminated soon so
that she will stop giving us trouble.
school gonna start soon;i really
dread that,but i wanna graduate
fast too.
but my bad habit of being late?
no more tall stories to get me
out of situations anymore.
ta han with another four
months and then im free.
was sick yesterday and missed
training;two other girls joined
in and today i heard some news.
gossips never end;the girls
live with it.
for the first time i met someone
who starts hitting me because i
teased her;when she knew me for
barely less than six hours.
great,better than me;i thought
i was worse.
but this girl was really nice
and always walk around with a
silly smile on her pretty face.
and only four days to mingle
with new friends.
i heard that someone aint that
welcome among the small group.
how sad to know the gossips i
hear from others;and im already
nice enough not to be the first
to reveal the ugly sides of her.
but she definitely deserve it,
doesnt she smell trouble always
brewing for her side.
met up with li ping today and
happen to see li ang on the street
as well,and when the three get
together and decided to head home,
cab again.
just like those days back in
secondary school,almost the whole
of sec.5 days we will cab home
together. (:
bought my white cover shoes,as
well as that white pair of pants.
shopping for a nice pair of white
pants was darn difficult.
we searched almost everywhere and
decided to go back to the first
shop where we first started shopping.
waste my time.
tomorrow shall be the last day of
training.
prolly wont be able to meet up with
the girls like usual to have lunch
because we are sent to differnt
counters.
just dont send me to counter with
this somebody;im fine with anywhere.
with her around is like a torment
actually,the sight of her kinda
irks me.
ive been waiting for skinfoods pay
cheque and it aint here yet;darn.
the feeling of not having
time to smoke when i just
woke up is darn irritating.
im so in need of sleep
right now.
and people these days just
dont know how to behave
as a consumer.
those assholes doesnt own
the world,even if you have
the cash i believe you are
also working your ass off
for some other bosses.
dont behave as though you
are kings and queens when
you guys look like some
lowly shites.
come and flaunt your cash
and cards if you own lands
and properties;or you are
really something big that
people can recognise.
just yesterday i had four
tables to piss me off and
the one last table get it
from me.
they wat lau loudly because
my colleagues didnt serve
them three plates of beansprouts.
they dont know how to share a
portion for 3 and demand for
individual salads.
afterwhich they demand for
discount because they feels
that im very rude towards them,
darn cheapskates.
four days off from le viet
as theres this training that
requires 10am to 6pm.
i hate that such a small world.
the people you least wanna meet
will definitely cross your path
and its like haunting your past.
darn,its going to be bad days
ahead again,thought it all will
not be back.
yet,more shit to come.
though the world is small,its
filled with all kinds of people.
irritating ones never die off,
and their mouth never stop
blabbering nonsense,their batteries
are surviving better than anyone
else and i wonder why.
cruel to oneself when being
kind to others.
im kinda evil and i wished im
more evil;sting them and skin
them alive.
but then again,live and let live.
fuck those assholes.
training was so very tiring and
before i earn their money,ive
gotta get a white pair of pants
and shoes.
okay,im very tired for being
awake for so many hours and lack
of sleep;more things to be stuffed
into my head.