vonkoh
18th february 1986
vonkoh@hotmail.com
singaporean
WORK BEST WITH MOZILLA FIREFOX. (:
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pots of gold.
diamonds.
pradas.
coachs.
taroting.
jade bangle.
jade chinese seal.
wii plus ddr mats.
pretty were the distortions.
importance were the
weals and woes.
fuck the nutcases.
the key to euphorias.
now, the many who are no
longer playing by the rules.
i never promise you a
happy ending,
you never said you wouldnt
make me cry.
keep me in your heart for
a while more.
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my arms like breaking la;i (almost) felt that
my arms were gone when i woke up this
morning.
laptop plus heavy files,i want a new laptop!
for the past one week,work was darn
hectic and it was pretty horrible.
however,im still enjoying that every moment
of busi-ness.
and just in case im going to make another
stupid mistake,and just in case i wont feel
that apologetic in future.
you have mentioned the wrong person.
'sorry dear one,my bad.'
lastly,this is for mister khong.
"thanks for flooding my cbox,i wouldnt want
to reply you there because i would then be
flooding my own cbox.
oh yes,to the left to the left,everything you
own and YOURSELF to the left please.
the exit is on your left as well. (((:
still,i might just consider putting your animated
face beside me the next time i change my picture.
and,this blog was almost cremated and ready
for burial,but somehow,blogging seems like
a die hard habit so im keeping it alive.
next time when im bored at work,i shall call
you for some rantings and,dont you ever
flood my cbox again!"
i miss my mister conman. ):
darn,its a world of stress.
am i making another mistake again.
))):
are there no beautiful memories at all?
this is bad,though i hardly drink when
im at work (trying to cut down the intake
of alcohol). yet im craving for it when im
not working,darn.
two more exams to go,PGI and COMGI.
im getting so tired of taking all the tests
and exams,june and july is like so tiring.
its a difficult job,i need a motivation.
so what if you have a mother who always
wash your clothes and cook for you?
oh yes,appreciate the things she does for
you,so including that paranio-niac personality
in her.
so what if i have a life thats still messed up
and im still trying to piece up.
who can be stable when they first start out
on their first job.
all these years,even though that madbitch
doesnt abuse me physically,but whatever
that shes doing to me is indirectly messing
me up,and its really taxing on my mind.
its not that you wished she were dead. but
she seriously make me want to leave this
house for good,somewhere where i dont have
to bear with the nonsense.
my father joining in her fun,eileen only keep
quiet,ginny supporting them.
my mums mentality is like the neighbour is
jealous of our family and they are out to
break us up.
siao bo?
she think this family fucking well off and living
in bliss with her fucking trap not shut.
people want everybody at home to get along,
that crazy woman only know how to sow discord
and rake up the past to make all of us quarrel.
ya right,'thank god' i have a mother!
everybody needs support and encouragement,
not to trampled all over.
gosh,i smoke more during training than i
worked at pub. work at pub most to most
a pack can last me for two days,now,back
to one pack per day again that kind. thats
very bad.
clocked in late for the past two days,so im
short of 20 cpd hours,darn. now i need fulfill
another 20 cpd hours within a year la. and im
just one minute late and loses the claim of
sixteen hours!
okay,im beginning to enjoy the everyday okay,enough of all these results. how true is it
9am at work (though,i shant deny there are
times that im late but for a few minutes la,
great improvement for someone like me okay.),
have lunch and then walk back to office.
im enjoying the sunlight than the moonlight
these days;all of a sudden i feel that time is
so precious or rather,im always running out
of time.
its 5plus now and im only left with that many
hours left to finish the stuff i have to that kind.
okay,i know im a little late for this,but at least
im somehow enlightened.
got products to study and programmes to
learn,these days technology seriously advance
very fast la.
ohya,yesterday met this lady whos servicing me at the
starhub service centre,and we both found one another
looked familiar. it took us such a long time to realise that
we were colleagues before at biotherm and both left bio
at the end of march.
and now,shes joining the same company as me just that
she will be working at another area.
anyway,did an IQ test and got my result being
a Concrete Thinker.
anybody who wants to do the test can go to
http://web.tickle.com/tests/superiq/?test=superiqogt .
share with me your score if you want to,mine is only 106.
through this report and the score that ive acquired,it
means that im smarter than 66.0% of all other super
IQ testtakers. okay,they look beyond the raw result
but on which intellectual strengths we are best at.
aherm,so there it says:
You have unusually strong verbal and numerical
skills. This dynamic combination gives you an
exceptional aptitude for solving equations and then
communication those solutions to others in lay terms.
Your intelligence is grounded and based on a very
clear interpretation of what is happening around you.
Because you are so realistic, most things are crystal
clear to you, while others may get confused by this
or that.
Your objective is to make thigns real and clear. People
count on you to find and give the sober, cold-hard facts.
You learn most easily when things are explained in
numbers and words and so you enjoy the education you
get through books and lectures. Unlike others, you do not
have to experience something first-hand to understand it,
nor do you have a lot of interest in how things work
mechanically. On the other hand, if you find the information
in your books or lectures too abstract, you might tend
toward first-hand experience as you'll get nothing but the
facts that way.
mechanical stuff is not for me la huh.
dont know la huh. so the more people who try it
only than we can justify it.
and right now,ive gotta wash up and hurry finish
the stuff i have for tomorrow. (((:
WAT LAU EH!
guess what?
less than twelve hours of having the phone
in my hands;changed the phone in the wee
morning,and as i was on my way to work,
I DROPPED THE PHONE IN THE DARN CAB.
and less than five minutes i called my phone,
its switched off.
i have yet to use the phone officially!
whats the best thing.
i just received my new mastercarddebit recently
which i misplaced two weeks ago,and now,its
gone again,with the phone!
i was the unhappiest in class today la.
BUT! thank god i have a trainer who,unfortunately
lost one of his limb and yet,hes always smiling
when hes giving training.
so no big deal of losing a phone la huh?
if not i would be feeling darn emo for for either
feeling handicapped without a phone or losing some
other things that precious to me.
its okay about not being able to get hold
of my dreamphone now,may not hold a darn
expensive phone but at least its free.
but im seriously lagging from the fashion of
gadgets world,is k610i a very old model?
anyway,last night left pub only at 730am and
woke up only at 430pm.
it took such a long time to adjust my bodyclock
to mornings,and now,its screwed again. and thats
why at this hour im still blogging apart from that
neverending notes i have to read and ive got to
wake up at 7am later.
another test again and i doubt im able to finish
studying,because now im feeling the weight of my
eyelashes.
was watching this chinese series and it was
pretty funny how they portray the pains of
what the father is suffering.
the young lad in the story got the girlfriend
pregnant and so,that was when he had to take
up the responsibility to take care of the family
of three. he was wondering if the amount he had
saved so far would be enough to raise his unborn child.
his uncle replied,"it would only be enough for a
years diapers and milk powder."
and so then he wanted to work doubly hard.
he got panicked and went to look for the father;
him:"daddy,all these years it must have been hard
on you to take care of this family and to raise me up."
dad:"dear son,youve finally become sensible!"
him"im going to be a daddy too and now i understand
your pain! raising up a kid is worse than owing the
loan sharks money. loan sharks will only come after
you most to most a year or two,but your child is
going to come after you for life."
okay,a little senseless to have this typed here. but i
was also laughing away when i was watching the show.
somehow i pity my father,he had raised up three
biatchs at home;the first is always not home,the
second has the nastiest temper and the youngest
is the most wilful and stubborn one.
no wonder daddy always call me the loan shark.
gonna give him more money once i get my first
paycheck. my daddy the greatest because hes
the one who spoilt me. ((:
just a few which makes up the vice squad; with all that,say neverending hellos to sagging
the bad habits that affect ones beauty.
facial capillaries,weight gain and bloating.
while the weight gain can be lost when
drinking stops,broken capillaries dont
heal,period.
wrinkle damage.
tone and elasticity.
skin and wrinkles!
i shall work very very hard for my
iphone after i finish my training and
have it shipped to me!
it cost around SGD911 for the 8GB.
training gonna start next week and very
soon,i can finally start on my first full
time job. (:
this is for nana because she was so
supportive that it motivated that 3/4
empty tank of mine,love you my dearest.
im getting sick and tired of night life
already,aint that fun as before anymore.
and now,the martell and chivas all taste
horrid,plus the high calories beer!
it seems like every night we are playing
the same games,so routinised can?
gosh,i can hear the sound of more flesh
'growing' when im turning in after each
night of work.
prolly because of what happened the
other night that i had a little too much
and had my stomach protection lining
burnt,it wasnt any better than what
ive suffered from stomach flu!
stomach flu merely puke what ive ate
or suffer from some sharp pains.
but that night till the following day,i had
nothing more to vomit yet i see greenish
fluids 'merlioned' out non stop that i had
to see the doctor just because i had too
much alcohol,not because ive fallen ill.
these days,one good thing about smoking
banned in pubs is,you get to spot pretty
people when they are smoking outside as
well,guess its just high time to quit the
comsumption of nicotine.
and once i start on my new job,im gonna
see less of michelle already!
its been for months that im seeing her
every week without fail and now,same
profession yet different company.
anyway,please make it a point that you
meet up with me whenever possible,okay?
and i think my memory is getting from
bad to worse;so pardon me if i were to
repeat what ive told you perhaps just
hours or days ago,or even forget tasks
that youve entrusted to me.
any tutor out there to coach me on
tarots reading? )):
not another idiot for a dig.
manual car darn troublesome eh,it seems
to me that ive got some coordination problem
for my first lesson la,but its fun driving.
and darn,i think i lost my masterdebit once
every year! )):
;keep that fire in you alive!
guess i never learn one lesson good enough
from all these years of studying,which is studies
always done at the eleventh hour.
thanks to my friend! he reminds me that i wanna
open my own cafe at the age of 25.
right now im 21,by the time i finished my degree
would be 23.
the money i earned,partly goes into school fees,
some on surviving purposes and luxury.
what about my cafe!!? ))):
cleared onethird of my room only and im bored.
here it is;
an ounce of action is worth a ton of theory.
never ruin an apology with an excuse.
it was a high counsel that i once heard given
to a young person,"always do what you are
afraid to do."
nothing will ever be attempted if all possible
objections must first be overcome.
great spirits have always encountered violet
opposition from medicre minds.
do you love life? then do not squander time,
for that is the stuff life is made of.
to be happy,we must not be too concerned
with others.
there is no way to happiness;happiness is
the way.
the block of granite which was an obstacle in
the pathway of the weak,became a stepping
stone in the pathway of the strong.
you must build a firm character foundation
with the bricks that others throw at us.
health is more important than wealth.
it does not matter how slowly you go so long
as you do not stop.
the ultimate measure of a man is not where he
stands in moments of comfort,but where he stands
at times of challenge and controversy.
character is revealed by what you do in secret.
the fact is,that to do anything in the world worth
doing,we must not stand back shivering and thinking
of the cold and danger,but jump in and scramble
through as well as we can.
the first and greatest commandment is:"dont let
them scare you."
do not be afraid of what others say about you. be
very afraid of what you say to yourself.
success is not final,failure is not fatal,it is the
courage to continue that counts.
are motivational quotes of any usefulness?
or is it dejavu darling.
when will i stop the crazy things ive been doing?
now,SHOW ME THE MONEY!
darn,manager wants me in the office
at 9.30am every morning when i start
work! because he feels that i seriously
need to get myself disciplined and work
hard. )):
finally got my PDL la,waited for so long
and wasted so much time.
and daddy says he wanna sell off his car
thats rotting in the carpark,if not its going
missing very soon after i pass driving. (x
and sister got free bmw,when will i ever
get a cooper as a gift too?
anyway,life is fair la huh.
i miss a MADrush life and pass each day
with not enough time!