vonkoh
18th february 1986
vonkoh@hotmail.com
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before i sleep someone pissed me off,
in between the day someone try to be
funny by not understanding a single
thing;now,even end of the day it has
to be ruined.
i dont think im expecting a good rat.
oh yes,blood ties the most important
and ive learnt that before. still,they
are the most selfish ones.
you ask them for little favour once in
a blue moon only,they say you
troublesome and never get things right.
but they fucking can just ask me things,
call my name for dont know how many
umpteen times and expect a solution
from me immediately;not forgetting its
like a daily routine for them.
and i hate it when im deprived of sleep.
i wanted to only take 2 hours nap,guess
what. phone rang,sms come,msn nudges,
ginny calling me (just go out and reconfirm
some words shes unsure of!!! im literally
reading it off the screen and only need to
agree with it?),mummy come in just to
tell me she will be going minimart for a
while. what the fuck!
always complaining that im sleeping;so
which bloody eyes of theirs see me sleeping
or just lying in bed trying very hard to
catch my sleep!
guess everybody turning me into grumpy
mood. either storm coming,or im going
to run away for some peace!
okay,is it me or some people are just
testing my patience these days?
at home,needless to say the whole world
knows that im being oppressed at home
by the snake.
so probably thats why when im outside,
im quite demanding (but as long as i dont go
over my limits),and i know im not too much
for my requests as the people are nice enough
to give in? am i wrong?
i dont apply my rules in others' lives at least.
and i dont think im bad-tempered,rather
short-tempered;but i dont blow my mind
at every single trivial issue. being short-
tempered means in few seconds,my anger
would have subside.
but friends,dont try testing my limits
expecting me to please. i can be patient but im
not someone for you to climb over as well.
because when you start doing that,thats when
i start turning nasty too. and i seriously mean
what i say. im not as patient as i am a couple of
years ago.
like what i always say,before these people really
see a shrink,i would have probably end up in a
mental hospital.
im so pissed at the thought of it which adds on
to that piss-level i have for my previous entry! )):
okay,i need some rantings here.
i feel like god darn break all the
cocky necks and squeeze dry
all the blood!
i wanna see them weal and most
importantly,watch how they die
and burn in hell!
i need to beat effigy!
GOD DARN MOTHER FUCKER!
i so wanna use the arrow and shoot
it right in its hearts!
sometimes i just have the thought of
getting an airbrush equipment,but kinda
stupid to do that eh.
but i think with that,it could save me a
lot of time. hur. ):
and now,im digging poofs! ((:
my,ive been listening to oldies.
not only that,ginny always complain that
im always the most impatient one yet i
can always sit through a drama series
protraying the ancient times - somehow
i love the politics and unrest they show
in these korea dramas.
yes,im very detached from media. i dont
know who is that who or what. singers
maybe a bit hope that i will know,if not;
dont bother asking me then come telling
me i should go update myself with media
please,really not my kind. ):
everybody is so obedient this morning.
my 9am msg goes,"morning my dear! would
you be keen for a bangkok trip this late apr/
may? advanced planning. reply me even if its
a no or you will be under my hate list!"
oh well,i sent this to a couple of people from
different cliques. but all replied! if only my
response for work could be like this la.
and also a note to all my friends who always
order cold drinks while having your meals and
those who think im getting more auntie for
ordering hot teas these days.
its not about the warm water after your meal,
but about Heart Attacks!
because the cold drink you have while having
your meal will solidify the oily stuff that you
have consumed - which will slow down your
digestion process. read extraction:
"Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will
break down and be absorbed by the intestine
faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine.
Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to
cancer . It is best to drink hot soup or warm
water after a meal."
beware of left arm hurting and intense pain in the
jaw line. okay,im getting a little health consious
these days but its like an everyday thing during
lunch,weather is hot and people will naturally
order cold drinks.
i must be mad to have stood awake for
so many nights, hahs. been reading up
on a lot of materials and information.
forums and all.
last night just managed to so-called contact
my cousin again. ya,not like new year is
around the corner and we cant catch up
when we are going grandma's place.
i think the last time we talked was eight
years ago. ive got a lot a lot of information
from her (by the way,shes like two years
younger only but i do miss being a twenty
year old kid.) and i feel so lagged behind?
its like she found a lot of good deals herself
and i think im benefiting a lot.
apart from that,she just reminded me of
this forum;most girls should know i guess,
flowerpod forum.
so i was browsing through while we are still
chatting, and found that section of Finance
and one big topic on insurance. i was so
surprised that this guy, who is only 22 and
hes like planning for insurance all on his own
when hes not a financial adviser. (and i almost
thought he was one when reading his thread.)
most people are getting more educated in
this area i guess.
and i think one of the podder mentioned one
thing that sounds amusing for one idiot who
made some snide comments.
"learn to appreciate them because they are
the ones who will bring you a cheque for either
you plagued with illness,for your family or for
your doctor's mistake; instead of sending you
a get well card."
she made me feel so happy for talking to her.
make me feel (very much) younger once again.
its like ive lost that enthusiasm? while shes
like hardly have time for anything?
after talking to her made me wanna work harder
than what i said in my previous post. hahs!! ((:
even though im always grumbling that
we are all growing older,no more life of
adolescences - is there other better word
to describe that phase.
but somehow,im looking forward to all
the new discoveries or experiences i can
have while entering the new phase.
i cant wait to see my friends get married;
the wedding bells and refusing the entry
of the groom. how about some others to
give birth to kids. then i can imagine some
of their kids running around and they go
"boy/girl,stop it!". or the traditional "later
police catch you. (ya,for misbehaving.)"
but of course before all that,what to be
achieved now is to make sure one fine day
we will be driving our own posh car to
somewhere to have our usual chill out
after work that kind?
then the occasional retail therapy to keep
us in pace with everything in life.
sounds great huh?
okay,im being dreamy here but,that shall be
what i must work towards to!
since im so free now,im gonna list my want list.
a life without a dream is meaningless huh?
im more attached to dreams when i was still
schooling i think,after that,ive no idea which
direction life is leading me to already.
sometimes i simply take my hat off
my mum? we always think of some
other solutions to her life prolly easier
because washings and cleanings are
already a chore.
especially that two little bitches can at
times be a little difficult to handle.
and so sister decided to order take away
from the US doggie to settle their daily
meals from now on. and to warm the
food,60 seconds in the mircowave.
and guess what?
i see smoke coming from the oven;my
mum could actually overheat the food
and the plastic melted in it. so now its
like a double trouble thing?
i feel like going somewhere,out of
singapore. )):
anybody interested to go for a trip this
coming april or may?
this current job makes me detest the word
'im very busy' and 'i dont have the time'.
because,no matter which line you are in or
whatever you are doing,you can always find
the time,just how do you prioritise your tasks.
because ive been through almost many kinds
of working hours of different jobs; like from
cafes to tuitions to office hours to biotherm,
to pub then to current job. day job,night job
and timing out of nowhere all in. the best part
was work from 9pm to 8am,and the next
morning report office at 9.30am. in the night
meet the girls. yes,small jobs,yet they make me
feel like a slave.
just how busy is your busy? if you can find some
time out of your weekly busy schedule;thats
when i think you are really busy because when
you know your schedule well and plannings,thats
when you have an excuse to say you are busy.
the other type of busy is when,you dont even have
the time to eat after working for more than 20hours
a day. thats my definition of busy.
we find the time,not time find us.
i used to grumble when i dont see anyone home when
im young,only now then i understand how tough it is
to support oneself,let alone supporting the whole family.
so this very big mistake i made when i was younger was
only to play and dont study,affected my studies and
then mummy had to quit her job and socalled supervise
me. and thats why she became the way she is today!
and now,mummy is complaining the rest of us are always
out and leave her alone at home.
life cycles are simply horrid.
its so sad;
twenty two coming on its way very soon.
anyway;
happy 22nd birthday esther.
quoted from nicky;
"happy forever 21!"
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i hate to say this but,what the fuck.
and i seriously wonder who will but
them.
a commonly known fable;
the scorpion and the frog.
a scorpion and a frog meet on the bank
of a stream and the scorpion asks the
frog to carry him across on its back.
the frog asks,"how do i know you wont
sting me?"
the scorpion says,"because if i do,i will
die too."
the frog is satisfied,and they set out,but in
midstream,the scorpion stings the frog.
the frog feels the onset of paralysis and starts
to sink,knowing they both will drown,but has
just enough time to gasp,"why?"
replies the scorpion;
"sorry,i could not help myself. it is my nature."
in this world theres really no second person
we can really depend on,like you are seriously
on your own and its up to you that kind.
no,dont tell me i have to take charge of my life
when you dont know how im exactly leading
my life. sometimes im darn sick of explaining.
these two weeks been kinda tiring. used to
wear specs only when i have some lectures to
attend to previously or now,maybe when theres
a need. but,i need them even when im home. )):
second week of the month coming,sian.
and also because;
what goes around comes around.
anyway,a friend recommended this website
that does name analysis. for fun though. if
only its true huh?
if my first name is of - von.
although the name von creates the urge to be
reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it
can cause a superior, interfering expression
whose favourite expression is "i know" when
not combined with a balanced last name.
this name, when not combined with a balanced
last name, can also frustrate happiness,
contentment, and success, as well as cause health
weaknesses through worry and mental tension.
your name of von gives you a clever mind, good
business judgement, a sense of responsiblity, and
an appreciation of the finer things of life.
you are serious-minded and not inclined to make
light of things even in little ways, and in your
younger years you had more mature interests
than others your age.
home and family mean a great deal to you and it
is natural that you should desire the security of a
peaceful, settled home environment where you
can enjoy the companionship of family and friends.
whatever you set out to accomplish you do your
very best to complete in accordance with what
you consider to be right.
(he was suggesting it would prolly be true to what
your name is known to others.)
if,first name: yvonne:
while the name yvonne creates the urge to create
harmoney with people, we call attention to the fact
that it causes restless intensity that defies relaxation.
this name, when combined with the last name, can
frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as
well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems,
and solar plexus.
your name of yvonne creates a desire for association
with people and new experiences, many of which have
been rather bitter.
this name has given you a gregarious personality and
a quick-thinking, creative, and versatile nature, but
one that is very emotional.
you desire change and travel and would enjoy
opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to
act independently, rather than to to conform to system
and routine.
however, this name does not allow you to complete
your undertakings, as farther fields always look
greener.
oh wells.
after i failed my advance,only managed
to check the earliest date i can book for
retaking my advanced is on march 10th.
and i logged in again today and realised
that there are some cancelled slots earliest
on the 25th february. i booked it without
hesitation,wonder if i was a little too
impatient or i might be given an earlier
date if i were to log in and check a few
more times.
anyway january is a busy month.
last night was mahjong night and the first
time i played without money,just chips and
for fun. im impressed with how much items
my room can take. my dear friends wants
my dining room chairs that they can lean
back on,and ive got the mahjong table in
as well. this is the first time i feel that my
room is like darn confined.
finally snapped out of the holiday mood,
too much of it during december;its almost
as good as i didnt work for the whole month.
oh well. failed my advanced,so i gotta
wait again. darn,booked the test for
at least three times and i missed the
first two,if not even if i had failed that
first two,i could prolly have passed now.
i wanna drive officially please.
that car downstairs been calling my name
for months?
somebody sombody tell me whats your
call for that seven deadly sins?
4am now and i still cant get to sleep,meeting
again tomorrow. i prolly gonna stone again.
last night was just horrible,because i just
have to see people who decide to spoil
others' new year when they are not in a
good mood.
anyway,a new year,and time to work
harder. )):
tml taking my advanced theory test;dear
god,pleasepleaseplease let me pass. i
promise to be good now.
anyway,if next time ive got kids. they will
either be named tequila or blush. hahs!