vonkoh
18th february 1986
vonkoh@hotmail.com
singaporean
WORK BEST WITH MOZILLA FIREFOX. (:
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pots of gold.
diamonds.
pradas.
coachs.
taroting.
jade bangle.
jade chinese seal.
wii plus ddr mats.
pretty were the distortions.
importance were the
weals and woes.
fuck the nutcases.
the key to euphorias.
now, the many who are no
longer playing by the rules.
i never promise you a
happy ending,
you never said you wouldnt
make me cry.
keep me in your heart for
a while more.
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i thought i would never be able to find this song.
the first hokkien song i learnt and sang with my
father everywhere we go when i was below 6 years old!
父子情深;
i used to sing this very well. but now, i don't think im able to
pronounce as well as before!
(mummy say 'meh chou wei li xiang kiang'. if anybody understand
that. ((: )
that eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,
that i missed.
okay, i prolly had a little too much earlier but definitely
still sober enough to type a couple of words here so that
my blog wouldnt be so dead till i post some outdated
pictures on the blog!
im happy that i so almost hit my target before end month.
like $xx,000. BUT! this amount just have to be $(xx-1),999.01.
bloody hell short of that 99 cents?
anyway, nightclubs can be darn fun too. no, we are in a room
with no girls la. just that the guy just came over but this 'ah-tiong'
seems to follow him around. seems like ever since i quit pub, i
still enjoy drinking, but alcohol tolerance have dropped till pit deep,
my eyes darn heavy now. play 5-10 lose. play dices lose. play scissors
paper stone, (for just once per drink), also LOSE! oh, nightclubs the
best because they got darn good service la.
before that was lunar. to be honest, that was my first time being
at lunar. i thought lunar gonna be a little 'class' due to its traditional
style. but neinei, seems like its just another 'trying-to-be thai club'.
the girls (though dancing freestyle with no co-ordination, at all) were
dancing on podium, thats all. this guy darn idiot, 'the first 3 can stay,
the rest can leave.'
okay, the entry is darn disorganised because im bloody lack of sleep.
the whole week was mad rush. yesterday night i was at bala, was so
afraid that i might see people from my district. especially my big boss
whos a privileged member of bala? but i realised i wouldnt see him
there because, this morning got MEETING! ((: but saw this private
banker guy over there who quit after he introduced himself to us all
at this awards night. (so as usual, i gotta pretend i dont recognise
anything or anybody. okay, im darn unsociable.)
girls should look for boyfriends who save, so you can spend. go out
with a handphone will do that kind. dont look for a miser. but never
look for boyfriends who frequent nightclubs not for the purpose of work!
okay, i know i havent been blogging emo post. but life
somehow have been tough.
why the title of somehow, i miss my father in heaven.
life back then, being one staunch teenager, everything was,
fucking smooth sailing. even if im putting christianity aside,
life was so much more purer than anything for that period
of time.
when and why did i choose things that i dont even know
what was i even doing.
ive been taking life really easy. and far too much distractions,
trying to focus, lose it, trying to focus, lose it again. the cycle
kept repeating far too many times.
im feeling upset because time will always make people grow
old. and how things change over time. they say time is the
best medicine. but we are just using time to buy a chance.
okay, im drifting away.
i dont have a wide social circle of friends, or have i lost that
connection with most people that i dont know much about
anything anymore. or are we just too involved with our own
lives, and we neglect the people around us.
the reason why im like this is because im so involved with just
myself and ive forgotten about my parents. daddy's driving
cab, and i hardly see him these days. i miss my father. im
worried about his health now, moreover he's always on the
road.
and even though i always say my mother tougher than anyone
of us, shes able to carry heavy things that sometimes,
even daddy cant carry. but all of us aged, and mummy is older
than daddy. plus all the housechores, she prolly cant handle as
well as before. ive taken things so darn granted. mummy always
complain about things, just because i feel that its insignificant, i pay
no attention. and as bitch as i am, i make a joke about how she
always get jealous over things such as the dogs or even envy her
sisters because now i feel that perhaps, the cousins that i dislike
really treat their mothers better than i do.
i hate that 生老病死. im taught with explaining to people about
insurance using that 4 characters. i wanna care for people for
helping them to get the plans thats needed for them, yet im always
afraid of one fine day, someone might just give me a call asking for
claims.
i must admit im pretty useless now. they might say im heartless
or i just dont care. but i must admit, i dont have the guts to care
anymore, neither do i have the courage to commit to anything now.
some of them say they wished they could be like me, but since im
feeling all so emo now, im saying this, 'no, you wouldnt wish to be
as useless as me!.'
since i havent blogged for half a month, i dont know when will be
the next time i can find time for another entry, (though i have half-
blogged entries of my trip to southern ridges and the zoo). but,
family and career shall be my main focus. i must learn to grasp
the vital focal. i shall work hard for daddymummy!