vonkoh
18th february 1986
vonkoh@hotmail.com
singaporean
WORK BEST WITH MOZILLA FIREFOX. (:
OTHERS
pots of gold.
diamonds.
pradas.
coachs.
taroting.
jade bangle.
jade chinese seal.
wii plus ddr mats.
pretty were the distortions.
importance were the
weals and woes.
fuck the nutcases.
the key to euphorias.
now, the many who are no
longer playing by the rules.
i never promise you a
happy ending,
you never said you wouldnt
make me cry.
keep me in your heart for
a while more.
;the shops.
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Las.Costuras*
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i will break away.
great, i should have admitted that i wasnt myself
for a real long time.
not sure where to begin, not even sure when was
that end for that new beginning.
had a really good time tonight, it was real madness
with the crazy people. the very final song that brought
up everybody, 'i hate myself for loving you'.
but i just had to face the fact that i always hit the rocks
that im always avoiding. yea, i just have to encounter
situations i hated. i always say im 'over and done with'.
yet, it kept coming back, time and time again.
law of attraction, whatever thoughts that i had in the
past will shape whatever i am facing today, the situations
im in. i prolly have been living in denial, and thats why its
back not once, nor twice, but the queue goes longer than that.
its NOTHING, absolutely nothing.
i had been a real fool. not knowing where that full stop had
belonged to along that time line.
time flies, yet im stuck, stucked on the reverse.
why did i even allow myself to get lost?
i have enough. im tired.
i dont know where to begin.
i dont know where to stop.
i dont know how things should go; so that it will stop
haunting me.
should i just give up whatever ive built, or should i continue
to ignore and pretend that nothing had ever been done before.
i had fought, im still fighting.
i need genuine guidance.
i need my signboards and directions.
i, am, no longer, i.
(i wish i could get really really drunk, remembering nothing at all.)
i was happy for that few minutes for seeing my
number for today's 4D lottery results;
but, it wasnt the exact number la! if only it is.
didnt plan to buy at all, its like my first time
queuing for lottery!?
ginny forced me to buy for her because she knows
there's one singapore pool betting centre near my
workplace. so she had five numbers.
and so i thought, since im here. just buy the one
i usually buy.
and so i act smart, "i want to '打'." who knows, $1 big
cost me 24 bucks for 24 permutations.
but nevermind, won 6 bucks.
good things coming on my way! ((:
after typing the title, and of course, it was followed
by one big sigh.
so many things to do, yet so little time. or rather i
cant fully utilise my time.
my paperwork are all over the place and until now im
yet able to clear them.
so lazy to do emails,
so lazy to do update blog,
(be it personal or blogshop, but want money, must
spend the time.)
so lazy to do callings,
so lazy to go appointments,
so lazy to work,
so lazy to do EVERYTHING!
procrastinate at any or everything that come along.
and im so sick of answering questions too, hate it as
though im becoming a FAQ.
is there something wrong with von?
because it seems like most people remember me as veron
these days??? ):
i feel as though im 'entertaining' towards a task, a conversation,
a question, a laughter, a concern.
i need time of my own.
okay, i dont know why the title. but!
von is 3.5/4 happy mood than usual days.
BECAUSE, las.costuras has a good deal that had me
giggling non-stop over the phone when i called my
eldest sister and teresa! ((((:
transaction havent complete, once completed.
von will be 5/4 with lala-happiness.
this is a super phrase.
"不是不报，只是时侯未到。"
if not, there's another one my colleague always use.
"人在做，天在看。"
i know its chi-naish. still, its useful to slap faces.