
vonkoh
18th february 1986
vonkoh@hotmail.com
singaporean
OTHERS
pots of gold.
diamonds.
pradas.
coachs.
taroting.
jade bangle.
jade chinese seal.
wii plus ddr mats.
pretty were the distortions.
importance were the
weals and woes.
fuck the nutcases.
the key to euphorias.
now, the many who are no
longer playing by the rules.
i never promise you a
happy ending,
you never said you wouldnt
make me cry.
keep me in your heart for
a while more.
;the shops.
Addictive Shopping
Las.Costuras*
;the often-reads.
DesktopTwo
Funshion
GutterUncensored
ieat.ishoot.ipost
Luxury Insider
ShoppingLifestyle Magazine
StyleNetwork
;the exits.
abbey
abbey's zorpia
aiwei
charmaine chan
chin pei
christina hoh
christina won
christina won's zorpia
daphne
elisa
esther's zorpia
eugene
geraldine
han tiong
hui juan
jen's zorpia
jessica
joyce
kelly
krystel
lishan
michelle
nicky
stuart
tabitha
teresa
xinping
yvonne chen
yvonne-smss junior
yvonne-polymate
blogger
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was supposed to be home before 1am. but look at the
time now? its nearly 5am?! aiyo,visitor 'fever' is on
its way if i dont catch enough sleep these days,cant
afford to fall sick with so much things in hand.
1100 to 1730. working pretty madly at the field.
1730 to 1840. trying to finish up the paperwork.
1840 to 1920. head town for movie.
1930pm to 2130. (late for movie) so im clueless
throughout the whole show,though,i know it ended
with those 'happily ever after'.
2130 to 2330. mister bean. (i was souless by then!)
2330 to 0000. took train with jiayi because i was
moody (for some reason) and planned to cab home
from ang mo kio.
0000 to 0200. pines country club lounge.
0200 to 0220. zouk.
0220 to 0400. singapore general hospital A&E.
0400 to 0420. home-reallysweet-home.
told jiayi i seriously wanna leave because my mind was
completely blank,and with all those? trust me,by the time
im reached SGH,my eyes wide open already. ):
what a way to start off my short weekend.
great,i should have just used my external harddisk like
all the time instead of saving things directly to my laptop.
good news for now is,my sony vaio is working again!
bad news is,all the files i previously scanned (which i spent
a good few(s) hours) were all gone. because i didnt backup
my files faithfully,prolly had half the documents in external
disk whereas the rest,got lost without me knowing where
did i stopped. so prolly one fine day,i gotta find some time
to sit down and settle those papers. (and those that i gotta
scan,now i looking for hideout for those piles.) )):
by the way,any idea how to password protect the external
harddisk huh???
hardly have time for anything now,its almost like a full time
workaholic already. just got back from work not long. but im
pretty happy these days because work is all good. (:
pictures next time! ((:
oh,before i end off.
remember the madguy i met in office months ago?! darn,hes
in my onceaweek training class for the next 11 weeks! every
time go office already so traumatised. and this morning while
i took a bus to work,guess what? theres this uncle who stood
in front of me,he go 'ha...ha..haha...haha..." THEN,he stand
behind me,he went 'ha...ha..haha...haha..." almost every five
minutes.
this world have gone way madd.
its been so long that i felt like dozing off right
at this time. ):
24hours really not enough,why not 36 hours?
so many things,worth it unworthy,so little time.
earth hour just two days away! be a part in it.
imagine how much impact is it when the world
is participating it for just that hour. now,do the
right thing.
do believe that the world is round. because your
time is halfway here too. and its also because;
what goes up must come down.
nights.
i needa LOVE myself more,
so so so much more than before!
time made me run around like a madd dog.
im feeling absent again. darn.
oh makneinei.
i'll get myself back,soon.
or is it eroding.
its having an online desktop!
my,the worldwideweb have been some dunking
great tool ever,ever developed can.
im still exploring but its definitely something that of
good use for me. because my sony is half gone and i
dont know if i should salvage it. anyway,i randomly
googled for 'online desktop' and tartahh! there it is,
and i wish to share with you guys,do check out
www.desktoptwo.com !
if you guys knew about it,fine then! but,goshs,now
i can live without own laptop but still have access with
all my information,whats not? (((:
initially i was still worrying,bringing an external harddisk
or thumbdrive around,what if i lose them and my clients
personal information are all there. now,ive my solution.
wanted very much to comprehend what the heck been
going through mentally for the past couple of years. truly,
ive been a great escapist,rather,ive been running in the
neverending race.
i dare not say im tired. no more fighter,am. it hasnt been
too hard,right?
one used to hate very much. one used to love tingling.
one that cant resist much. one that stood by in silence.
i wish i could have it in a,split.
incidents to be put under,every little thing that was put
through. they were indeed lessons that she hold close to her
heart. never to allow another to affect or bother her. issues
repeat time and time again,strangely,she wont probe anymore.
probing doesnt change anything,she accepts whatever that
comes along the way. the whys and nots,as time passed,most of
it didnt matter like how it used to. at times she wonder,why
should she. at times she question,would that be. at times she
ponder,it could have been.
time taught her to let it go,if she cant,just pretend it all didnt
happened at all. just live with ignorance because thats where
bliss were blessed. used to break down with the simplest that
came crashing down,not knowing how to find those shelters that
were readily available. perhaps till today,she should just admit
that it still hurt while shes alienating herself. the one with the
trident would be bearing grudges and start pushing blames.
whereas another trying very hard to keep her sane.
the old one missed a lot in life. yet having all,doesnt keep her
sufficient. life taught her too much that she hasnt been able to
absorb. it hasnt been enough to be learnt as well. permitted too
much to slip by. time say move on,she cant resist. recollections
of the former,have done nothing but to estrange her from
realities of the present.
were they a set of associations? any individuality to speak up
for such explicitness. or to find fault with the society because
everybody are programmed to perform the same way,to have
all the nitties gritties going round like some curse from one
individual to another? if only she had screwed up her courage.
have it been done effortlessly?
apparently,im getting unfamiliar with it all. it only inspire to
struggle and sacrifice for better life. let me know if there were
abhorrence.
;i hate this part right here.
till next sojourn.
some of you may have heard of this 'song',(ive heard it donks dont worry about the future;or worry,but know that worrying sing. dont be reckless with other peoples hearts,dont put up with floss. dont waste your time on jealousy;sometimes youre ahead, remember the compliments you receive,forget the insults; keep your old love letters,throw away your old bank stretch. dont feel guilty if you dont know what you want to do with get plenty of calcium. be kind of your knees,you'll miss them when theyre gone. maybe you'll marry,maybe you wont,maybe you'll have dance,even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living read the directions,even if you dont follow them. do not read beauty magazines,they will only make you feel ugly. get to know your parents,you never know when they'll be gone be nice to your siblings;they are the best link to your past and understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few live in new york city once,but leave before it makes you hard; travel. accept certain inalienable truths,prices will rise,politicians will respect your elders. dont expect anyone else to support you. maybe you have a dont mess too much with your hair,or by the time you're 40, be careful whose advice you buy,but,be patient with those who but trust me on sunscreen. (now the favourite part of the song.)
ago but only recently somebody reminded me of it.)
Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen) by Baz Luhrmann.
just find the lyrics pretty interesting. erms,okay,hes just
narrating.
ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97,wear sunscreen.
if i could offer you only one tip for the future,sunscreen
would be it. the long term benefits of sunscreen have been
proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no
basis more reliable than my own meandering experience.
i will dispense this advice now.
enjoy the power and beauty of your youth;oh nevermind;
you will understand the power and beauty of your youth
until they have faded. but trust me,in 20 years you'll look
back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you cant grasp
now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous
you really looked. youre not as fat as you imagine.
is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing
bubblegum. the real troubles in your life are apt to be things
that never crossed your worried mind;the kind that blindside
you at 4pm on some idle tuesday.
do one thing everyday that scares you.
people who are reckless with yours.
sometimes youre behind...the race is long,and in the end,
its only with yourself.
if you succeed in doing this,tell me how.
statements.
you life. the most interesting people i know didnt know at
22 what they wanted to do with their lives,some of the most
interesting 40 year olds i know still dont.
children,maybe you wont,maybe you'll divorce at 40,
maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding
anniversary. whatever you do,dont congratulate yourself too
much or berate yourself either - your choices are half chance,
so are everybody elses. enjoy your body,use it every way you
can,dont be afraid of it,or what other people think of it,its the
greatest instrument you'll ever own.
room.
for good.
the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
you should hold on. work hard to bridge the gaps in geography
and lifestyle because the older you get,the more you need the
people you knew when you were young.
live in northern california once,but leave before it makes you soft.
philander,you too will get old,and when you do you'll fantasize
that when you were young prices were reasonable,politicians
were noble and children respected their elders.
trust fund,maybe you have a wealthy spouse;but you never
know when either one might run out.
it will look 85.
supply it. advice is a form of nostalgia,dispensing it is a way of
fishing the past from the disposal,wiping it off,painting over the
ugly parts and recycling it for more than its worth.
"brother and sister together we'll make it through,someday a
spirit will take you and guide you there. i know that youre hurting
but ive been waiting there for you and i'll be there just helping you
out whenever i can."
i think you guys should be happy for me because von
have been waking up at 7am in the morning,EVERYDAY.
but of course,weekends a bit later,9am. (:
im pretty proud to have cultivated such a good habit these
days.
however,work have been really tiring but im beginning to
enjoy every moment of it. (: looking forward to all my fruits.
i love my colleagues as well,they have been really great.
supposed to be sleeping now because kelly and i just finished
one bottle of redwine together after i finish my work. but after
washing up,darn,im sober already la. ):
anyhoo,party photos of last friday with all my tooties. (x
does he look sober? hahs.
aiyo,so loving.


they are people who make me really happy. ((:
and the ones worth to keep.
theJOKER and theBANGNIAC.
in fact,we were all very tired! still,a get together,i like.
bangbangs! ((:
eugene,is your middle name 'Blessed'?
thats andrew. does he even look sick to you guys HUH?!

with tresy and logan.
and thats malcolm. (:
seriously,these people are what i would really call angels. ((:
okay,done with sharing of my photos. finally im feeling tired. nights.
last friday was out with the girls. and charlenes boyfriend
was almost like a pimp because the whole van was filled
we went to the pub aiwei was working. its been donks since i last met her? (:
okay,i just realised jen and jacilyn not in the picture??
a non-smoking kahki. (:
it was just a couple of years,life have changed us very much.
sorry sarah,but i just had to put this photo up because i put in
some effort to make sure all the poker cards are neatly ornamented
so that this photo can be taken. ((: carrots for you the next time,if
i see you.
((:
finally,im uploading photos to my blog. nothing much to share,
just waiting for people to send me pictures! (:
anyway,the week have been all good so far. work was still okay,
except for days with roadshow that totally shagg me out.
the following are very overdue photos and this post will be kinda
messy because its like almost everything in one post. during chinese
new year,met up with catherine (who came back for that few days?)
and the rest of the girls.
night for the five of us. (:
boozing at alley bar. aiyo,over that table,flooded with gossips. with juliet,
whats not? ((:
jina,i love that 'cheeky-smooch-me-smooch-me' look. hahs. ((: you are
seriously better than/at that.


there were many other silly shots to be uploaded,but too lazy to upload all
of them already.
cat,are you into photos not looking directly at camera? even the next
one, ):
a very very auntie shot. to be squatting somewhere in town like that.
thank god we were at some corner.
okayokay,unSUBconsciously von have got fetish for noses. watch out
for your nose next time. (x
after which,some incomplete party photos.
lifestyleasia.com,sometimes i wonder how popular are online magazines?
somehow i like this photo. (okay kelly,save it,i know what you gonna say next.)
it wasnt exactly planned to party,but,the music were great. havent enjoyed
myself for such a long time.
remember previously i mentioned kikki was supposed to have her hernia
operation done but due to her being diagnosed with low red blood cells,
(higher anaesthetic risks) operation was called off.
was waiting for my friend to pick me up,so,brought kikki to crystals place.
(: kikki was roaming around the place like nobodys business.
that bandage on her arm! they had to draw my poor babys blood for testing.
simply cant resist this doll! (:
she was so tired that she dozed off while we were on the journey home.
and there was this afternoon that i went to find chickykoh for lunch.
this is what i call,strike lottery face. (((:
and lastly,i just had to blog this because my polymates were really
sweeties. all the efforts and thoughts in it. thank you mates! (:
i had to take this because its hellokitty. (ps. me no like pink and hellokitty
by the way) but i just have to tell my friends;
chicken,im even more fortunate to have met you. if not,i wouldnt have
graduated with my diploma. most importantly,thank you for all the
notes printed for me and all the answers! ((:
i wonder if its jiayi or suhana who chose this,it look kinda bimbo.
but i like pretty things like that.
i love handmade cards! im quite a traditionalist too okay! something like
that can make my day.
'eug. you have been a great friend too,our version of theJOKER. (: you have
been a wonderful himbo in my life too. (((:
'bbb. looking forward to our tequila night next week.
'tres. do you know up till now i still dont know whats those chinese characters
you wrote on the card apart from the 'le'? but please tell me in person! (:
'reggay. your swimming part was random. wanna go malaysia again to swim
like the other time?
did i mention i was into over sized clutch? this birthday i have more clutches
than red envelops. (:
thanks for the roses as well. i think its seriously my first time to receive
flowers from friends,i mean,one bouquet of it. (: my tulips over bloomed
even before i managed to take a photo of it,a bit unsightly la,ive chucked it
but,kept this! (:
all in all,thats about it.